“I’ve realized recently that my family is full of people who work very hard. They all work extremely hard and they enjoy it. It took years for me to figure out that that’s a trait that was passed onto me.
When I’m working, I’m being functional and useful to someone, but I’m also making money to pay the rent. When I can, I like to work on personal projects because it gives me an avenue for self-expression. I can put work out on the Internet that people might like and, by extension, hopefully like me. Which is secretly a lot of what I want from my work.
What I’m realizing is that there are other areas of my life that need that same sort of focus and rigor that I give to work. There are friendships and relationships and things that are every bit as important.
There’s half of me that is very proud of the work that I’ve made and where it has taken me. But there’s another half of me that knows that I live in San Francisco and that I’m very privileged to be making the work I’m making. When I was growing up, both my parents were farmers and talking with my dad about careers, he basically told me ‘Don’t be a farmer, find something you do well and find someone who appreciates you for it. And make some money.’
I try to be more aware of where I came from, but also where I am and how I can help more people get to where I am. Maybe a little thing that I do can make a difference, even if it’s just very slight.
That’s probably a bit naive, but these are big things that sometimes need to be reduced so we can start to deal with them. A tweet, blogpost, whatever, isn’t going to solve the problems we have with inequality and privilege, but it might help us slowly move incrementally to something better than what we currently have.”